current update~

we got a flat!!! Punggol!!! ~like f.i.nal.ly!!~ phew~
estimated completion date: MArch 2014 or earlier.
paid $2,000, 3-4 months later, gonna pay 5% of the selling price. man, there goes our cpf.. there goes my current month savings~

besides buying a flat, we also made another important decision to purchase another thing that is very important to us. ah hem , shall not reveal the "thign' at the moment. Phew, we completed 2 huge"thing" in a day. 30th sept 2009 is definitely a remarkable day for cs and mi.

now everything settle. last but not least, we must make sure that those document that we gona submit to hdb are sufficient for them to grant a a housing loan and a grant. *pray hard*

we will work hard! we MUSt WORK HARD!

haizzzz

haiz...

current plan...

housing - waiting , waiting and waiting for results.. hdb suxx la.. keep on failing us.. so this is how they earn money huh, keep on taking a $100 bucks from us..

wedding / proposal - pending pending and pending...

work - mine is fine... cs's suckxx.. need to work under his dad.. which lead him to no whre.. ewww

new blog? hah.. well, promise was made in year 2004, 2005? here am i .. still using this blog.. let me grumble abit, might feel bettta

other future plans - me, doing research.. continue continue and forever continue by my own... insurance plan, facial package, wedding package, wedding venue.. bla bla bla.. im so superwoman..

and lastly, well, we are celebrating our 5th year anniversary soon. today, i get to know that he wont be doing anything special on that very day.. kinda dissappointed.. or shud i say .. very dissappointed..

frenss of mine in msia at my age, they manage to settle down, buying a new home.. well, kinda difficult to do it here in singapore at such an early age.. but there is 1 thing that i have to admit ~ msian guys are farrrr moreeeee mature den singapore guysss... and it is very true.. i have heard of this statement ever since i reach singapore back in 2003.. guy fren at my age, they have plansss for future, plans as in, they know which path they are taking, wat kind of business they intend to do, and, if given the chance, i guess i must learn from them too!

haiiz...whatever .. curent feeling... totally speechless.. just dont feel like thinking and doing anything anymore~

OMG.. wanna cry

CS.... ...

Dont worry, its just an expression/idiom/watever you call it.. metaphor?

Anyway, mom just sound me off for siting in front when she was praying, ask me to move off next time. I thank her for the advice and tell her i wont repeat.. but she still continue saying and like more agitated like i am talking back to her... oh my freaking goodness gracekiuhflihsohdashfjgasdh

Is there anyone who can understand what the hell am i talking.. without misunderstand me... i just want a freaking simple life... must i just shut up and dont talk so that no words which may have double meaning or sound freaking like other meaning make me like some unreasonable or stupid something...

This is just the start of a new year and nothing is going well...first my skin and now this... go tibet and be a hermit?

maybe it is already a sin or a mistake to type here... maybe wats above already sound like i am accusing someone instead of me sounding depress...... why is it that its about someone else and not me... why my best for others is like might as well dont do... (and if i dont do.... haha... ) nothing is right... talk.. wrong... think and talk.. still wrong.. dont talk... they think i am something wrong... mute?

cold day

CS.... ....

I was wrong.. the best solution of been a happy couple does not lie in the best effort the couple gives to each other.. even peer pressure can win...

I feel so tired... never sleep enough... neck feel hot, but body feel cold.... I dont feel well after every mis-adventure in our relationship... I think last time, my only home in my heart is family. As the days past, as more drifted apart my family become, I close up... When I met her, my heart give way and open another hole... This hole became my retreat for myself, where i gave everything for it... however, when there are disturbance for it... I guess it affect my soul and I dont feel well.... So sick and sian..

The value of me? I am amount to nothing... so in theory, i am nothing.... so wanna cry in my cold cave in my heart... sigh... years later when i read this i will not remember why i write this entry... guess i am still trying to forget all unhappiness bah... 2009 first entry became so serious... maybe i do something drastic like sell my childhood items away bah..... would i resolve to that move?

bleahhh.... argh..

CS..... ....

Itchy hands... I have not do any gundam modeling for a long time. sob..

Downloading 50 episode of Animaniacs, still got 49 more but cant find any of it in the net. I know where to buy the 3 volume of it.. But its a little expensive... dang..

Heroes.. Season 3 end. I have not buy the original 1 and 2.. Dang. maybe can buy in a few months time? And then the book, which reminds me, I have not yet buy the comic version and the 20 percent off is till 29Dec.. Should i find time to go and buy?

iTouch 16GB... haha, I am going to aim for 16GB, not the 8 GB.. So i might have to top up another hundred plus.. maybe next year.. :

Laptop... I have to save 2-3k .. hmmm... sob.. hope my current laptop don't die on me first.

Mythbuster... I don't have SCV, but I still can watch it.. Finishing Season 1, downloading Season 2. And then, its still ongoing till season 6.

CSI: Miami... Well, I am going to finish watching Season 1, order Season 2 - 6.. hope the subtitle does not cock up. After that, maybe watch CSI the original.

Work... currently still doing, a never ending thing.. not much expectation. 29 Dec is the audit date.

Ok, back to work....

bad habit

CS.... .....

yeah.... its a long time since i am writing here. Since the last post till now, well, of course many things had happened. Good and bad both happens.

Well, among which, i have tried to type on this blog but stop twice. hmmm, I think i will list down memorable thoughts and events.I think the following stuff will be random and not following the dates..

The best outing since the previous is a show by the locals on The snow white.. Amy manage to get the tickets and we went to watch.. Well, it was good. It is a family show too, a lot of kids over there... Haha, ya.. think more than half of the people are kids. Well, really enjoy the show and Hossan Leong's joke. Its really a nice event. ^^

I manage to organise a event for MnC's youngster group. That day was also a celebration for Zarrina and Happy belated birthday. Well, Zar and Happy are the birthday girls, Sharon have suggested the location and went there for early booking, Annie bought the cake, Johnathan have frights about the fish and co due to going to hospital due to the food at that same place yet he still join us.. It is a good day to meet most..

Amy have graduated, she now holds a degree.. she wins me in intelligence.. hahaha, i still thinkin if i should study and study as wat. i fell studying for degree will be a major lock down into my future. Anyway, i am proud of my dear amy, and her mom came down to Singapore to visit her. Hmm, i am not proud that my parents did a bit of disgrace in front of amy's mom. Sigh, i so still wanna move out and be independent.. well another sad story which i will not disclose.. lolz...

I am watching santa clause 2 now... a bit distracting, i cant remember wat i wanna type.. haha,, i have goldfish memory, cant remember much. Gtg, need to buy newspaper for mom. Tired, stress... ^^ ... how worst can my day be.. lolz... dont know.. ok gtg.. new year coming... hope to buy a few things by next year.. and at least go with Amy oversea once..... hard to plan or predict.. pray for the best and hope for the best..

congrat to my dear too~!

honey!!!~congrat to u too on passing ur class 4~~ well well.. ur class 5 is on the way rite? hee^^

dear dear.. jia you!! jia you !! jia you!!! well, u've got class , i 've got test.. i might seem ok with my work now most probably there aint much work since i just started not long ago.. well, can forsee tat i will get busy de~hah!

my dear, u must believe in urself. u noe tat i will always be there for you~ and sitting down at ur home accompany u is fine leh.. i find it quite relaxing.. well, at least, we will be able to save some money instend of goin out and spend on entertainment or unnecessary things.. hehe..

i love u dear~i go slp le lu~hee nitey ,..